★ september 01, 2023 ★

*fiona apple voice* ladies ladies ladies ladies...LADIES LADIES LADIES LADIES!

i started school this week and i couldn't be less on the #prowl. well, not really. i'm too shy to actually speak to any of the girls (besides the one currently asking about my major on instagram), but i'm doing my best to keep an eye out and try to make friends!!

it's hard because most of my classmates are boys..and i hate boys >.<. i'm really trying to get better at talking to anyone, though. my aversion to socializing is getting ridiculous - i'm 22 for god's sake!! i know that's still young in the grand scheme of things, but i shouldn't be forced to tears over a dm. i just wish we all had radio antennae that beamed the most important things about ourselves out to people we might be able to connect with.

in happier news...erm...i had some really yummy chicken tenders? i'm feeling confident about my classes -> you can tell because i'm writing this! finally figured out how to edit these container lengths LOL!! i'd like to journal more - it's like walking through a sunny park in the land of the internet. i need to be sure i stay focused on my homework! even if half of it is the most boring boring thing in the entire world...bye now :)

feeling: okay
★ listening to: know now - alex g